Hatred amongst my peers will shortly be coming. Due to actions for the good, it has to come.

Fighting for the good only results in hatred, but the one who fights will be recognized.
Betrayal it may seem, but in fact it is fortune for those who would have gone.

The hatred will come in many forms, crushing and un-diminishing, but in return, good has come.
Recognition will come in many forms, both good and bad, but in the end it's only another branch.

Taking someones trust and trading for safety, is what will have to happen, for this torture shall no longer continue.
Ones you know are your friends, will become your enemies. Ones you love dearly, will become your greatest rivals.

The strength to do this is unbearable, yet it will be done. Making a difference for the good, but with the most dire consequence, banishment.

Incoming.
 

So, I'm enlisted. In charge of about 40 Navy recruits at the station. 6 years service: 8 weeks boot camp, 6 months first school (basics) 1 1/2 year, Nuke school. 4 years service. re-enlistment 92000$.....!!!. Officer pay.. finally someone.

Nick Reek died today at 11 AM. Got into a motorcycle accident (other guy completely at fault) and was brain dead after the wreck. They flew him up to tampa that night, and said he wasn't doing good. After the JROTC picture, we were filling out a get well soon, stay with us card.. and in the middle of it we get a call. Yeah, worst 2 words to hear. "He's gone" I really feel for one of my friends though, she lost her V-card to him, dated him, still best of friends with him, and this happened.

I ran 1.1 miles without stopping today... suprised myself! I didn't really think I had it in me o.O. But, gotta get better =(. 1.5 miles in 12:30 is what I need to do. Fuck. BUT, after about a month of running, it'll be easy.

"Sir Winston Churchill, you are a drunken slob!"
"I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly. "
 

So I went to tampa to take the ASVAP about a week ago. The national average was a 24.. and I scored an 88. After I showed my recruiter what I got, he asked what job I wanted... so I chose nuclear physicist (FTW!!) I just took the nuke test today, and scored a 100%... So, top program in the United States FTW! Then I asked what the bonus and how much I'll get payed if I go in. .... 25000$ RIGHT WHEN I SIGN. 900$ a month, and EVERYTHING. IS. PAYED FOR. so, a net 900$ income (it becomes 1700 if I go the officer route.. which I am taking due to skillz) and 25000$ right off the back. Dayum!!!

Also, in 2 years I earn 170 college credits... and I only need 185 for a bachlores degree. Yeaaa!. Also when I get out, I have 15 years of college payed for where ever I go. So, full time physicist and part time attourny. Life owns :).

On the side note, Fuck my dads girlfriend. Talk about my dad being on a leash..
Dad: It's ok
Her: No it's not
Dad: oh, right.

RAGE!!
 

So, I wake up at 5 am to get to rifle practice by 6:30, practice till 7:30, go through school, hand in anime club paper, go to rifle practice, prepare for meet, conduct the meet, clean up, go to my backpack to leave and my wallet's stolen. Figures. Can't wait to take it out on the S2 for not doing her job, and filing a police report that I would really want to file myself. 7 Months though, and I'll be a MP! The good part is that I'm not stressed about it. Only had permit 14 bucks (could have bought some candy or something) and house key *locks changing soon,* I've been flirting with my S1 alot, and she's done the same back, but I dono if theres anything. I made her burst out laughing in economics due to a really corny joke and my parapalegic crunches I made up, and she consistantly attempts to get me to do the same now. She baked cupcakes for the rifle meet (HOLY FUCK THEY WERE GOOD!) and came to the meet to see how we were doin. She works at chucky cheeze... so I am going to HAVE TO embarras her there.

In other shit, my soon to be stepmom is another book judged by it's cover I've run into. She wont let me play WoW, or any game for that matter, unless I'm confined to my room, and that's all I can do in there. I can't eat and play, can't watch tv and do homework and play, and apparently, can't stay on it for long or she forces me to go somewhere. BUT, She got into an argument with me about something she said herself, and went to my dad saying "if I do talk back in front of her child, then this will never work" speech. So we got into another debate on how she said something 10 minutes ago, then goes back on her word 20 seconds before I finished what I was doing. Basicly, she lost, cried to my dad, and forced him to do something. I don't talk to her much anymore, her personallity is way to far off mine. She thinks that going to church, having dinner at the table every night, coffee in the morning, family time, and getting out of the house as much as possible is a life. Bullshit.

But still, I'm not stressed =DDDD. No more stressaless for me. IN OTHER NEWS. I'm glowsticking now, and reading the story of Drizzt again. I even got my english teacher hooked on it (lawl) and she won't put the books down either. Spanish es muy dificil y estupido. I've gone on a destro craving since school started, dono why. I all of a sudden just wanted to soulfire someone with no resiliece and look at the pretty 4 diget number come up. Playing underdog spec and winning is satisfying.

Best thing ever. I was talking on the phone with my mom and she was screaming at me because I told mandy she can't eat chocolate on a diet, and mandy said to my mom that I attacked her and yelled at her to not eat chocolate. So, I told her to know the other side of the story first, or fuck off. Yeah, she went off on me. I was laughing on the phone untill she actually wanted to know the story. Then I was talking about one of my classmates (after argument is over) who slept with 5-6 people in the class in over a month and her nickname is "Whore" and my mom asked why she was. Then I told her "Well.. sleeping with a different guy while in a relationship with another makes you a whore.. and because she's done it multiple times... that's her nickname" Then... I remembered that she cheated on my dad thrice and that's why they broke up. OPPS! I've been lawling.

Ending wall of text with the best song evar for my song.

Posting. School is so awesome now, cept for John going emo again. I dono what happened this time, we still talk as friends and stuff, but he's always putting his head down, not paying attention, not caring. In other news, got commander of rifle team and was able to witness someone on the team break a rifle in front of me.. that was interesting. Repairing rifles in mid air while CO2 is compressed fails the barrel. Went to a card tourny and came in some place out of 120 people. I ran a fun deck, could of used one that EVERYONE was using due to it being incredibly overpowered, but nah, I wanted to have fun. First match, I face a guy with the OP deck. 2nd, same. third. forth. 5th match I faced a countdown deck and came to my turn... if I didnt win, I lost. GOOD FUCKING GAME! TKO'd him on the very last card. faced him again and won, third time I got stalled so gayley I wanted to shoot my foot, but 2:1 = win. Then I faced a 6 year old. a 6 year old, with the OP deck. he apparently was 5-0 up to that point. You know when you get bent over a table, spanked, and turn around to see the person is 6? yea. it fuckin blew. O well, I can beat him up IRL =).

I payed a friend 5 bucks to sit in the rain for 5 minutes and he did it, was hilarious. He caught a cold and missed 2 days of school and when he returned, i laughed my ass off because the 5 dollars payed for his medicine. 20.. fucking.. minutes later, I sneeze. GFG myself. It was alright though, missed 3 days and slept 24/7.

Going to bed with the hope that John gets better again and the fact that I have an AP physics test tomorrow.... *shoots self*